Corie's Diaries.

2009-10-13T14:58:00.002+08:00

i'm lost now.
sometimes it's so hard to handle 2 things in life...both are so important to me.
how do we sacrifice one for the sake of the other?

i guess it all boils down to how selfless can one be...

i'm selfish.

2009-10-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

Risotto~
I saw Rachel Ray cooked Spaghetti Risotto~
Xiaxue also did a Risotto video on clicktv...
Seems easy ~
I have a urge to try it!

honey said he's craving for soup tml...so...I shall brew soup tml & try Rositto? Haha...
Sounds like a housewife? Lol...

Shall update on final cooking results...
Till then

2009-10-06T02:50:00.000+08:00

For the past few days,
I think I should diligently post blog entries my long-abandoned blog...sorry my beloved blog.
loves.

2009-06-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm writing this entry using my phone...
basically, I'm bored...
I hungry, I dunnoe whether to cook spaghetti for myself...
Till then

2009-05-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

Taurus

You have a big karmic payback coming your way today, so expect some interesting rewards for all the good deeds you have performed recently. This will be an educational and enriching day, and it will teach you many valuable lessons about how to win people over to your cause -- without sending them on a big guilt trip. You are learning more about how to use your charm to get ahead in your career prospects, and it is already starting to pay off.

2009-04-10T02:11:00.000+08:00

phew~been uploading my Thailand trip'08 pics in Facebook...(yesyes very overdue) furthermore each album only allows 60 pics...so stupid. i'm having a hard and longest time uploading man.... kill me... i still have a tons of new pics.... everyone's rushing me...

side track abit... i'm having a love-hate relationship with my E71...

loves its Wi-fi to keep me occupied when i'm bored, loves its keypad, loves it sleekness, loves the hp strap & pouch(i lost it~sobs) hatesssss the back cover that's super loose & one side has a big gap there...argh~ hatessss the lag-ness & frequency of hanging....

updates on my life...
it's been super mandune...so tiring & boring now. i'm like a 21 year old(going to hit 22 in May soons...so fast OMG!) living in a 30 year old life. . .haiz.

keep getting worse. . .

2009-04-01T02:15:00.003+08:00

omg...i haven been update for months...
will try to blog as often as possible...(one of this year resolutions)

jus started working at Prudential so (dun shun me away k)...been quite busy...

feeling so tired everyday...i dun even have extra time to paint my nails, pluck my brows etc.
i haven upload my Thai trip pics till now...
haiz so guilty man...

P.S it's been more than 1yr n 6mths....alot has happened...i'm nt certain of the future ahead anymore...
Que sera sera~what will be, will be~

2009-02-20T02:53:00.001+08:00

“when you have youth, you have no money.

when you have money, you don’t have time.

when you have the time, you no longer have youth.”

“we spend our lives spending money we haven’t earned,

to buy things we don’t actually need,

to impress people who dont really like.”

~will smith

to a certain extent, kinda true.

2009-01-06T03:20:00.001+08:00

Happy 1 Year & 4 Months !!!!
my love...
like u said: ''i'm not overwhelmed by only 1 year 4 months prob decades will overwhelmed u...''
yeah..we have a long journey to share, to hold on and walk through together...

till then. . .
i still love u no matters what...
for
"I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."
- Roy Croft

2009-01-01T07:06:00.001+08:00

went to Villa Bali with Vera, Fi and my honey just now for small countdown together...
reached there almost 12 already...was outside Villa Bali giving out the first hugs of 2009!
lol.
later...went in to chill until bout 2am...
then headed to Shenton Way Party World...
sang until 6am...
gosh i'm so tired...esp when we spend the previous night in the hotel packing our stuffs...

Anyways...HAPPY 2009!!! May all good things falls upon us~
Spread the lovessssss....

2008-12-31T14:59:00.000+08:00

hey~
i'm back from my Thailand trip....
it's been a great 2 weeks...
had a nice tan and bought a ton of clothes!
most imptly, i've had a great time with my love...

i will upload the pictures soons. . . =)

2008-12-17T07:02:00.002+08:00

Woohoo~

Off to Phuket in less than a day!

Hopefully Phuket is having a nice weather...=)

2008-12-16T23:02:00.001+08:00

Honey: Wah i want to win the RD draw...$200,000 leh...

me: hahaha...ok...What's the first thing u would do with the money if u win???

Honey: Marry u loh~

me: ya as if...u will buy your Vitara lo....

Honey: ya i will buy the Vitara & marry u...$200,000 leh...no prob one~

me: lolLOLlol

though it may be a 'IF' talk....

but...it makes me happy.

2008-11-25T01:42:00.000+08:00

Taurus:

Stick to people who are passionate about the same things you're passionate about.
Your passionate love for a certain hobby, gadget or fashion trend is powerful for you -- it feeds your brain and keeps you energized. But not everyone shares your interests so avidly, as you may come to realize when your enthusiasm is greeted by disappointing yawns or rolling eyes. So try to stick with the people you know will appreciate your zeal and maybe even share in it a little. It's much more fun to celebrate something than to try to convert people into liking it.

i'm happy today.
=)

2008-11-03T02:10:00.006+08:00

ogay ...

i have decided to show u all my new hairdo....after like 2 weeks?

haha....

TaDahh~~~~~~~~

short & neat...

but fatten my fat face~ lol.

On a very extremely happy note,
i bought MY first Digital camera (my own $$$)
yeah yeah fickle-minded...buy Canon and sell...then buy new one again...

but...it's different this time...my Favourite brand la...

SAMSUNG leh~
so cool and so nice....i know i won't regret this time...
it's the NEW Samsung NV 100 HD Digital Camera in full black...
i just can't explain how much i'm smitten by it...lol.

ok show pic...don't drool k...

14.7 Mega-pixel, 28mm Wide 3.6x Schneider Optical Zoom Lens, 3.0" hVGA(460K) Touch Screen LCD, Smart Touch 2.0 User Interface (Gesture Control), Dual Image Stabilization: Optical IS + Digital IS, High Sensitivity ISO 3200 (At 3M Size), Face Detection AF & AE (incl. Smile & Blink Detection), Beauty Shot & Self Shot Guide, High Definition Movie Recording, - 720p Resolution @30fps, - H.264 Movie File, - Dual Mic Input, HDMI CEC (Optional HDMI cradle needed), Multi Slide Show, Recycle Bin

i love it!

can't wait to get my hands on it~
out of in-stocks...so i'm waitng for it....woohs.

i'm heads over heels. . .

2008-10-28T03:38:00.007+08:00

hi People,

i need your help....
if u know anyone looking for a digital camera....

i'm letting go my new 3 day old newest camera model from the Canon digital IXUS 870 IS....

i bought at Gain City Fair @ Expo..i have the receipt, free gifts & everything...
i will give u the free gifts that includes cleaning kit, extra battery, carder reader and a 4GB card.

not bcos it has any problems but i really like something else(fickle minded)

Canon IXUS 870 IS (Champagne Gold-beautiful colour+the back is bronze brown)

Specs:

Digital compact , 56.8 x 93.8 x 23.6 mm, CCD , 155 g, 10 megapixels, Silver , Auto ISO, ISO 80, ISO 100, ISO 200, ISO 400, ISO 800, ISO 1600 , Automatic, Cloudy, Custom, Daylight, Fluorescent, Fluorescent H, Tungsten , F2.8 - F5.8 , 3 inch, Built-in , PictBridge, USB , 5 x, Lithium ion , AC Adapter , MultiMedia Card, Secure Digital Card, Secure Digital High Capacity , JPEG , MB, 3648 x 2736 pixels, AVI (Motion JPEG) , 640 x 480 pixels, 30 fps,

i bought it @ $599.
Online retailing @ AU$499.00...

i'm letting it go @ $580...

price negotiable....

please pass this message....

it's BRAND NEW!

Thanks alot!

P.S.any passerby interested, please leave me a comment...
or email me at cindygal87@hotmail.com for details....

Loves,
Corie.

2008-10-26T04:15:00.000+08:00

hmm...alot to update....
lots of pictures to post cos someone jus send me tons of overdued pictures...
haha....u know who u are...lol.
pics from my 2008 bd...ha.
pics from "long-time deprived crazy partying"...
pics of my self-obession...
pics from fishing (but caught none)...

also...

a l s o . . .

my NEW hairdo....

haha...i dun wanna reveal first...

lol.
anyways as if ppl are interested lo~
ha....
soons...
pictures will be up!

till then.

while everyone's busy with long hair extensions & PhotoFunia~~~~hahaha...

2008-10-24T02:54:00.003+08:00

just a little update...

i'm fine. i'm ok...things are fine now....

guess need to thrash it out once a while...

watched House Bunny with verarara & fi the other day...
love the soundtracks in the movie too...
it's a good bimbotic show la...quite touching...
i love their figures and their sexaye legs lo....
i told my babe i wish i could have their logs...i'm really nt greedy...right?

and we went Ktv at Safra yishun...
oh ya she bought a Persian cat with polka dots fur n panda-like eyes...
can u believe it?
i don't know...until i see it..lol.
i will force her to post it too...

yeahs jobs assignments confirmed for Nov & Dec...so happy...
more $$$...
i'm not really jobless right? hee.
i have calculated...more than 2000+ for less than 1 month of work...

2008-10-22T06:16:00.003+08:00

i'm not angry actually.
i'm sad.
disappointed again...
disheartened again...
was worried but u didn't believe it...
yet i can't cry out loud anymore....
y?
am i used to it?
or rather am i too used to it?
am i not waiting for the change anymore?
am i too disheartened?
am i just fading away from this relationship?
or are we fading away from this relationship?

i didn't know i was such a gf in ur eyes till just now...
u made me felt disgusted about myself...
what am i?
an total unreasonable, uncaring, selfish ''f*cking'' gf....
i didn't expect any of those words u used to come (no, it's blasting ) from you...

yes, i do blame myself...
y?
y can't i grow out of my 'childishness' (which u called it)?
y i can't be understanding?
y didn't i try hard enough?
y didn't i try even harder?
y does it always end up as my fault?
and did u ask yourself too?

so to sum up... i'm the problem in this relationship...
cos i'm worthless.

: if the offensive words above rings a bell to u...
yes, those are words u used.
sometimes, saying sorry can't erase those words that u said...
i do forgive u for saying those words...i can even excuse u...u said those bcos u are tired...
but i can't forget them...

to me, if u really love someone...even if u were in a heated argument...u will not used those words...or try not to...

but to you,
maybe...those were just words...just words u used when you are tired and frustrated?
just words u don't mean it?
just words u say and forget?
just words u think u don't mean it or u think don't hurts much?
just words u think u can just simply apologise and it'll be forgiven?

yes i'm a coward in this relationship...
i'm truly afraid of losing someone so dear so important...someone i love.

sometimes i do tend to conceal my fears by speaking louder...
sometimes i'm so scared that i shiver? did u noticed?
i'm always finding reasons/excuses for you secretly. which u didnt know...
people around me should know.
i'm not saying i'm noble...
but i'm saying to say i did try to understand...
and all i ask for is a simple 10s call or a 5s short sms...
seriously, touch ur heart and then say again...u really don't have the 10s...
to tell me u are busy going to work very very late...or not fetching me etc.
most importantly to know u are ok at work...
this whole week is diving phase, don't u think i won't be the least worried about u?
in the waters all day...rain and shine...of course i know u are tired...
i try not to complain...i try not to disturb u at night...i try to bathe early n turn in early so i could sleep in with u?
did u see i tried?
did u see i try to contain my bad temper at times?

and...wat i see u is...having mood swings... super nice sometimes but bad temper at times even though u are not tired...is it a habit? is it action u show u can't be bothered?
i don't know...
just now...before i could say anything...have u checked ur attitude and tone in the only call u made the whole day?
but of cos i did see u trying to contain ur tiredness and give me smiles after work...sometimes...
i do see things u did...
things u did for me that kept me holding on to this relationship tightly.
cos i do know i might never find someone else who might do the same for me...

but...this time round...
i'm seriously have to think through.

i think u should too.
and not telling me to just tell u wat i want...not just asking to me 'let u know i don't want to keep this relationship'
it's really not whether i want or not now...
but how much we(me and you,not just you) are willing to do to salvage this wounded relationship?
and ask yourself seriously:
is she not putting effort in the relationship?
is this really the relationship u want?
is this the girl that u really love?
is she really suitable for you?
is she worth it?
and is she someone u want to spend your life with?

2008-10-13T18:30:00.001+08:00

haiz...is Bangkok safe???
anyways i've booked Bangkok's hotel...
hopefully by December...it's ok.

2008-10-06T22:20:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR & 1 MONTH !!!

haha no celebrations yet...

cos he's working late until now haven come back....

prob will celebrate tml cos he's off...

shhhh...i bought a chocolate Fudge cake for him~

hee...

surprise him tml then!

P.S. i've got my Ferrari cap from a fren...

i have a bit of sore throat...=(

no more celebration cos he needs to work tml too...=(

P.S.P.S. he loves the cake...that's good enough..

no celebration...

but there's a small treat from him to me...

so i'm happy~hee.

loves.

2008-10-06T16:02:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!

tickets have been confirmed...

taking Tiger Airways cos it's e cheapest...

will be in Thailand from 18 Dec to 31 Dec....

going to Phuket first then head north to Chiang Mai n last stop Bangkok to shop till i drop!

so excited already....omg~

Xmas will be there...sorry to peeps who wants to date me...

haha...

oh Land of Smiles indeed~

2008-10-03T15:43:00.000+08:00

Taurus:

Today, being around new cultures and new types of people will invigorate your mind and get you thinking about new ideas and new places to explore. You'll be happiest in an unfamiliar place, seeing new things and smelling new scents. You'll be especially open-minded about trying new foods right now, as your sense of adventure is strong. This is a wonderful time for travel, and you should think about getting a brand new wardrobe for the trip.

woohoo i love the last sentence~

planning of thailand trip in process. . .

so excited!!!

2008-10-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

MENopause is scary. . .

cos MEN simply get irritated at the slightest thing...
cos MEN just can't stop irritating the partner even she says stop...
cos MEN can't concentrate and decide...
n keeps repeating the phrase: ''$#*%@~! U R VERY IRRITATING LEH!''

yeah...i think he's having a MENopause...
he get irritated all day every minute...by every word n thing i do...f*ck.
but at times, he's super hyper n happy...i dun uds.

being accused of being dis-encouraging when i'm giving options n discussing n questioning?
when i trying to be kind i got shoot back...
when i'm trying to talk...was commanded to shut up...
what e...what did i do wrong ?

F*ck...

it sucks...u sucks!

it seems like some things are fading, some are changing...for e bad...which is wrong...

i'm afraid of this fading,changing and wrong feeling...

2008-09-30T17:45:00.000+08:00

My 1st pair of Running shoes....(very nice bright colour like these wordings,haven take pics. hopefully can motivates me to run la..haha)
haha...from bf...
they say cannot buy shoes cos it means ''tei lang chao...'' it means run away with other ppl..
haha...ya mine's running shoes means what...run faster? haha...stupid myth.

collected his phone...but still got probs...lag lag de...think haven fully recover lo...haiz...poor K800i.
anyways we went to Peninsular Plaza to collect our altered jeans...
and bought my canvas shoes($25) n my Nike shoes there...after 40% discount cost like $107....
quite cheap i think...
anyways i 'm sure he buys it to motivates me to run with him n to lose e fats he dun like on me... =P dun think i dunnoe...lol.
ok la..start of healthy lifestyle...excercise n eat more fruits n veg less carbo more red n white meat...
i wanna lose the fats also lah...hee...
head to Bugis just to buy socks and then Chinatown to buy toiletries always so many things to buy...so tiring.
and last but not least...went to eat @ Central the Dai Pai Dang (Chinese food)
we both quite e food there...very cantonese style i guess...love the soup taste like mum's soup...(real ingredients) yummy!

actually it's a confusing 'where to eat?' everytime....
it starts from ''what u wan to eat huh?'' and then i replied ''dunnoe leh,what u feel like eating huh?''
and it goes on and on....
then ''expensive or cheap food?''
then the whole list goes on again... total time taken: 30-60 mins or even more....
always a tiring routine to repeat evreyday...sometimes bcos of this we forget to eat or don't eat or argue....damn fan...i hate it.
maybe should do up a monthly or even yearly list of
"what to eat today." very systematic then don't have to crack e head to think so hard everyday...

On a lighter note....
let me introduce some of my fav places to eat...
"NEW YORK NEW YORK!" is not bad...but.....the service a bit bad...plus i've a glass of water with something that look like pepper in it...oh ya it's not even iced water...so hmm...i dunnoe la..but the food is not bad la...i like the pasta sauce.(had the Pork Ribs pasta i think) but a little ex though....

"CRYSTAL JADE LA MIAN XIAO LONG BAO" u know they diff crystal jade sells diff kind of food...but i love love love their "zha jian mian" n so far their xiao long baos is the nicest i've tasted la~

"AJISEN" i even got the membership card for discounts...haha. i love the ''ruan gu ramen''
love the noodle n the soup...heard e soup base is imported directly from Japan...but diff outlets do taste diff...i like e PS oulet though...=)

"KOBAYASHI" is it spelt like tt? anyways...it at cineleisure B1 beside e food court selling Japanese n Korean food...cheap Jap foods thrills la...not say fantstic but good enough to satisfy me...hee...

i love hawker food also like AMK's S11's Penang prawn noodles( e soup is thick n taste like... freshly squeezed prawn?? haha), ''chao kueh tiao'' there and chicken rice not bad...

AMK's Hub alot to eat la...

"Dian Xiao Er'' is a very good chinese resturant also...their ducks is fantastic juicy n succulent...there are ma po toufu, fermented beancurd with veg etc. etc. i think most of their food is nice there...but the lime n plum juice or sth is definately too sour...ha

hmm in many air-con food court u can find this Korean food stall i can't rem e name...but it's korean food like served on a hot plate u can choose with beef,saba or spicy chicken or pork la...i love that alot too...i always head for korean food in food court...more high class? no la..actually i always think Jap n Korean food r healthier..like they are either grilled or stir fry not really deep fried or very oily like that...maybe not la..but it feels that way to me la.

I love Johor's "Da Ma Market" the beef brisket hor fun mee....very yummy n dirt cheap...like 2SDG for a big bowl of smooth hor fun mee with beef inside plus another big bowl of beef brisket soup....super worth it...oh..and the Gyoza(fried dumplings) there is nice too...got pork n prawn to choose from...cheap also la...can buy frozen one from them back too...

ha u see...
About food...
the list just goes on and on...
i really love good(and cheap)food lah!

P.S. i love desserts too...sucker for sweet stuffs...

2008-09-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

Taurus...

Your social calendar is going to be buzzing soon -- people are feeling more affection for you than ever before, and your presence will be in demand for everything from weddings to house painting parties. Accept all the invitations you want, and be mindful that the older friends in your life still deserve your time too. Don't get distracted by the new and shiny people who promise so much intrigue and excitement. Remember to save some time for the folks who've always been there for you.

woohs...is it? haha..

old peeps...i'll not forget u all de...i love u all...

with loves,

Corie

2008-09-25T14:06:00.000+08:00

The day my bf attracted ''ah guas''. . . . .

not 1 but 2 of them...

i'm so amused by it...

this afternoon he came back n told me all about it..

told me how they(ah guas) keep looking and following him..lol.

u r too cute la~

P.S. it's ur perky butt la.

i love u

for waiting so patiently for me while i was at the briefing...thanks.

My love may not be perfect .. but it's true...

tml u r going to view ur to-be Monster...i'm excited for u too~hee...can't wait to sit in it already lo...

2008-09-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

haiz..japan or wat...?
i don't really actually mean it ma..but...
hate myself leh...

1st Anniversary 060908

2008-09-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

1st Anniversary of Zac & Corie

went to eat at this Taiwan 小吃 restaurant....

had zha jiang mian, lu rou fan and hong shao niú ròu mian and tea.

why are we at this place?

cos we drove ard and saw this place...

impromtu de...

it's an unhappy celebration cos whole day was damn unhappy....

very upset that the 1 anniversary turn out like that...so disappointing lo...haiz...

hope there's something to make up(as u've said)...

it's not because the place we eat is a cheap place or wat...

it's that i feel there's no planning or such...

i don't feel the importance of this day...

u uds?

yeah spending it with u is enough...i love u and u love me.

but everyday arent we doing that?

i just hope this one day to be abit more special...

u uds?

i need to feel it.

but seriously i don't.

hope u uds.

love

Keong & Penny Wedding

2008-09-06T14:07:00.000+08:00

Keong & Penny's Big Day

actually they ROM for quite a while already....but i think the parents want the traditional wedding dinner...haha..cannot escape one...sian -.-

their wedding got all the brothers very busy...busy getting their suits and best shoes ready....

one of them of cos is my bf...haha...almost like he's getting married...

his tailor-made suit = $450
inner tailor-made shirt = $70?
Topman shirt & pants & vest = $150+++?

Tie = $50+?

Shoes = $127

New haircut = $38
me helping him dye his hair & trim his brows = FOC

saw alot of Penny's pretty colleagues(one of them..my fren's ex-gf) at e dinner..oh it's at Holiday Inn Park View....the same place my bro had his dinner same ballroom somemore...haha...

Penny looked very elegant...cos she's skinny and very tall...she like a swan in the white gown i forgot take pic of tt....and the groom Keong usually messy hair...but today he's in a messy but nice hairdo...very different la...but u should keep it tt way la...haha.

i see their video of their journey...so touching...i feel like crying...very emo nowadays...dunnoe y...maybe old liao...haha.

then after all the good food and yum seng~

it's cam-whore time...

took pics with ppl and also help alot of ppl take pics...haha my skill's good ma...lol.

The Gang.

then...we headed out for the after party but without the bride and groom...

with Vinod, Quah, Jack, Gary, Jo&Willy, Ben&Aki to Velvet...but it was soooo boring....

then Jo&Willy, Ben&Aki left for home....

then the rest decided to go Thumper...

reach there the place like closing...

so sat outisde...the guys chit chat, drink & smoke....

stayed till 5am? then we head bac to hotel to retrieve the car....

to realise that the free parking expire at 2am...thus 19 bucks gone to parking...

haha.

head home...after bathe bonk into bed~

gosh...so tired.

not even looking forward to the 6th.

2008-09-05T06:53:00.000+08:00

oh..

btw my new contact lenses bought online....

i quite like it...quite comfy...not very dry like the local contact lenses i wore before....

went to return the stupid graduation gown....that cost $50 for rental....

luckily there's a complimentry photo of me on stage...

look fat though...haha.

My Graduation Day & Samsung @ ARENA Clark Quay

2008-09-04T06:29:00.000+08:00

LASALLE Graduation day @ Suntec Ballroom

the Ballroom i've been working at for the past 4 days... 2 important people in my life.
omg.

a boring Graduation day...without vera, crystal and clara...all never come....so sian.

and see some ppl i hate to see...have to put a fake face in front of them....vice versa.

i don't mean the schoolmates below....

after everything, ate the refreshments....which is like not enough for so many people la....

i need to rush for work at ARENA Clark Quay for Samsung.
reached there ard 6+ which is just nice...=)

went to change with e girls....

it's a soft launch of new samsung phone Innov8 to dealers and distributors...so it's quite a easy job...just talk to them...let them know and feel the phone which each of e girls have one each....

it's a 8MP Smartphone...and u know it's abit like...N*k**

basically, crap with them...and tadah..time files....10pm ends work...haha.

honey fetch me to eat and head home...long and tired day....

anyways i got in a F1 job....=)

zzzZZZzzzz.....

Comex @ Suntec for Samsung

2008-08-31T18:14:00.000+08:00

Comex @ Suntec for Samsung

28-31 August

luckily these 4 dreadful days on heels standing for like 11hrs per day...is accompanied by my favourite babes...

one of the 4 days....i saw this!

this pet parrot cost freaking $2500 (but life span 10years)

a investment right? i told my bf...he laugh at me...

and of cos my sweet honey who send me to and fro from work....

and also helping me collect my graduation gown and cleaning up the room while i work...

and also.........being my support and let me rant about how dreadful it is to stand on heels on hours and massage my poor feets for me....

it was Love...

thanks u love.

i really appreciate all that....

Zouk

2008-08-23T06:05:00.000+08:00

finally back to the place we met...

but don't know each other at the moment of time...

sounds weird right?

haha...

nvm...i uds...he uds jiu hao le...haha...

almost 1 year le....

so fast~

i don't know if i will ever meet u....

if not for that fine day i happen to work there...

and u r there too...

maybe it's some kind of fate.

let us both treasure it~

i'm sure it's not easy to meet someone like me and u...

also thanks to vera....ha.

if not for her too...

oh ya we went JB today~!!!=)

2008-08-15T11:13:00.000+08:00

cooked dinner for honey....

the super soup...

Pumkin Soup...all real ingredients....gt dried scallops and dried osyters...

prenium soup ok...haha.

forgot take pic...

then bought this champagne grapes...

i saw it in the supermart..

can't resist it cos it's so cuteeee and small...

the whole brunch smaller than my hand....

Can u Resist???

who says good girls have to resist temptation?

lol.

11 month-sary

2008-08-07T14:36:00.000+08:00

11th Month-sary

Went to AMK hub (our fave hangout nowadays) for Pepper Lunch & had their ice cream which is damn nice..haha...

and i asked:'huh, our celebration like that ar?'

he:'aiya, 1 year then more special ma...'

wah...he win already lo...

hopefully 1 year is really special...don't have to be expensive dinner or pressie just something i know u did plan..not jus some impromptu dinner.

something romantic? sometime sweet?

candles? heart-shaped stuffs? surprises?

i'm jus a girl.

P.S. i'm still very very happy that this day is spend with u by my side...but i jus hope it's something more impoartant than like a normal dinner...u uds? i love u~

"Playuer" event with Madeleine...

2008-07-28T17:56:00.000+08:00

"Playuer" event with Madeleine...the party was ok...

saw alot of familar faces...

and gotta know new people...=)

new favourite...

2008-07-28T11:34:00.000+08:00

Went to view cars again...

His new favourite...

Peugeot 207 GTI

it's quite nice la...i don't mind this car...

i like Peugeot mainly bcos of its logo...damn royal looking...haha...

but...my personal favourite is....

Peugeot 207 CC

it's a convertible....

in love with it...bcos the one i saw in the showroom....

was in vintage beige with brown seats(this text brown)...

damn cool...haha...

Honey's Birthday

2008-07-16T14:04:00.000+08:00

it's my silly boy birthday today....we woke up ard 12 then headed to Vivo for Sakae Sushi lunch...

eat till super full...

then went for Kenko massage for the 2 of us...

ermm...the massage wasn't that fantastic lo....pls don't go Kenko~

and it's damn ex...cost me big hole in my pocket...

haiz...since it's his birthday treat shall not rant about it anymore....

but next year i better get a present which is more practical...

after that, we went to Alfra Romeo showroom to look at the car we've been eyeing on...

tadah~!!!

alfra romeo 147

went for test drive....this car is super smooth...and the seats are like red...which is so so sleek i really love it la...haha.

but this car too high maintenance le....(all his frens says so)

well...after tt i went to buy my mama some baos...since we are at Jurong...

then went home to pass her the baos....haha she so happy to see my boy....not me :(

lol.

headed to Volkswagen to view cars again....

he's interested in the GT...

but i don't like the car outlook haha...

girls ma...the appearance more important than the car's functions...haha.

as long as outside nice can already...

buy new car...must consider carefully...so...

no decision yet.

at last, the part i've been waiting for the whole day...

JB's food for dinner...went to eat @ Da Ma market.

my fav's beef hor fun...nothing like spore's version...

different but damn good~

then home sweet home!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY!!!

HOPE U STAY HAPPY(with me of cos), HEALTHY & YOUNG(like u always say u are) ALWAYS!

& more birthdays to celebrate together....

u owe me mine~;)

2008-06-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

my NEW fringe

heh...

been wanting this like a million years ago

but was such a wimp...

and yes finally on the 19th june...

i had my "virgin snip of my ever long fringe"

cos i have a big rounded face and fat cheeks...

e hairstyle might just look weird on me...

and i really dun wanna to be classified as 'act cute'

enough of bullshitting on my stupid fringe like no big deal right....
but to me...

it's the longest one of the bravest choice i made k...

ha.

that's all.

till...

i update more about a freaking 'hot' Samsung event...

gonna take some pics tml!!!

MUST.

2008-06-16T14:57:00.000+08:00

tell u something...
the bf just told me that he'll be having a long block leave soons....
which means...we can travel tgh soons...
woohs~ my long waited getaway...!!!
seriously i don't really care where it is gonna be...just the 2 of us out of hometown without his workload would be fun fun fun!!!

so excited and happy about it that my on-off headache...
suddenly seems to fade away...
ha...i had a mild food poisoning last night...
damn...i should be in malaysia now...eating good food that includes lobster which i think i last ate that when i was in ten?
haiz disappoint my sis sis leh...feel so bad...
better get her a nice pressie for her bd on Wed...

loves.

2008-06-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

a Very random post (pls ignore)
today bf had a fall during training...
poor thing...he couldn't touch down properly...
felt painful for him...luckily not a very serious fall...

oh ya our computer table from Ikea...has a very serious dent in the middle...
wonder is it consider defect...? can return to Ikea? it's like 2 weeks old only...and the table only has a CPU, a monitor(the not thick kind) and a printer...very heavy meh?
so worried...like gonna waste $ getting something else to replace soon...haiz.

meeting verarara(3 'ra's ) on monday...going The Cathay for eyebrow trim...
n pass her back the clothes i used to wear back home from her home stayover...hee.

love my red-manicured nails done by myself...ha...
love the way my hair makes me dance...

hate the fact that i'm still unsure of which line to get my ass into...(jobless for 2 months leh)
advertising-related line? fashion-related line? airline-related line?
hate the fact that i really got to fix my teeth...
hate that U have to be so so so busy n tired always...

more hates than loves
= so i'm still a unhappy girl. =(

2008-06-07T15:45:00.000+08:00

9 months-versary...

the 9th month...nothing.

nothing at all...(i don't need presents or expensive dinner or whatsoever just wish that u would remember the 6th of every month cos it's special to me)

cos u don't even remember until today...

the 7th of june when i asked u what date is today...

a bit disappointed...i uds that u were exhausted...

hope there will be something to compensate...

till then.

i love u.

2008-05-26T01:56:00.000+08:00

ooh....hasnt been blogging...
cos my honey's back...
busy spending time with him...
first 2 days was totally great cos whole just 2 of us spending time...
went malaysia and stuffs...
had fever the night b4 and then sore throat till now...n cough...
weather's really really bad...so pls take care peeps!

then he gotta go back to work again alrdy...
and he in the NDP tingy damn...
weekends BURN-ed....damn....
so sad.=(

then was busy with some fittings n castings...
busy = $$$ so i'm rather happy...haha...
will be modelling at Fashion Bar @ Clark Quay on 29thMay pls support me k~
=)

today we just went to Ikea to buy the drawer that i wanted for so long...but it's a bit ex $199...
cos i needed more storage for my clothes i've been staying here....
but it's damn nice...and it matches the new computer table we bought...haha we'll be having a small room revamp! so excited...

lots to do tml. . .
-vacuum & mop
-clean up room
-pack up stuffs
-wash clothes
-dry the new bedsheet & change them~so nice...
-fix up the drawer
-call and make appointment....
maybe dinner time can go return n borrow some books again~

wow...tons of tasks to handle tml...
sounds so dead right...
sounds like a typical housewife's life right...oh yes...my life now...

2008-05-18T05:08:00.000+08:00

Sometimes. . . .

i want to be a photographer...so i could capture the beautiful things in life that we usually might not notice it...but if we slow down our pace...all these nice things is all around us...

i want to be a doctor...so i could cure people from illness and be able to do something when disaster strike...but will i be selflessness and brave enough?

i want to be a star, a singer or a model...so i could have all the fame and money...but will i be really happy?

i want to be a millionaire...so i could be able to travel to anywhere anytime i want...but would i be a lonely soul?

i think i just don't want to be me...

Sometimes...i do not know what i want...what i want to be...

Sometimes, i ask myself is this what i really want...? if i've got them, would i be happy?
and now i think of the people hit by the disaster...
all they want is to have their home back...
mothers waiting to see their child again...
people trying to find miracles under tons of rubble...

Do u know what u want? and want to be?

P.S. u'll be back soons...so happy...

2008-05-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

For a moment like this. . .

I want to know would you catch me when i fall?

Sichuan's EarthQuake
so upset to know that so many thousands died...and many still missing or still under heavy rubble...news just now has said they saved a 8months pregnant woman out of the rubble...and pregnant woman giving birth on streets in vans...
imagine something like that happen in China, one of the world's biggest population..and they still panic...need help from other countries...

and

Myanmar's Cyclone
in developing countries like Myanmar...where people already living in bad condition places or even squatters...that they are now left homeless...so many dead and many missing also...

"They insisted they can take care of their people and their country. They can manage by themselves," he said after the meeting with Myanmar Prime Minister Thein Sein.
Untold numbers of corpses have been left rotting in ground that is little more than a saltwater swamp, thousands of hungry people are begging in the streets, and most rice stocks are soaked and ruined.

yet... the government still claims that they can take care of their own people...
if that's so...why is the dead left rotting, hungry people begging ???
hate it man...can't take care of the needy people already still don't want to accept help...
lacking of all these access to food and medical facilities, more people dies...
and we are talking about human lives...
haiz why are there this kind of government...? because they are not affected themselves? because they are in comfort of their own home? because they still able to eat good food 3meals a day? because they can have a bathroom to bathe and shit?

We are lucky...living in this garden city where there's no natural disaster...
and our government is kind and good to us (not always especially not talking bout the ERPs, it sucks big time).
And i'm quite proud of our country actually....
always there to help other countries...donating food and money...providing medical help...etc.
always the first fews to show the helping hand...

but...i wonder if we are really in trouble one day, who can we turn to help us?
who would catch us when we fall?

i can't help but awe at the possibilities of meeting the Doom Day in like maybe 100years or less...?
imagine.
with more natural disasters happening...
with icebergs still melting...
with climate change...
with more and more high-technology stuffs that somehow indirectly or directly causes harmful damage to Earth...
...what a world we are living in....
so safe yet so life-threatening...so strong yet so fragile...so big yet seems small...

will Earth be still around 100, 200 , 300 or even 500 years later???
or maybe we should all migrate to another planet and lead alien's life?

don't say i'm crazy...people already doing research on other live-able planet...so why not?
lots of possibilities...
so yeah~

2008-05-15T03:30:00.000+08:00

realised that my bloggie doesn't have any recent pictures?

it's because my U700 is sick...and i sent it to the 'hospital'

and yes! i got it back today!!!!
means there will be pictures!!!haha...so happie can~ so worried that the doctor might remove the skin of my U700...lucky they only did some treatment...and not surgery.

btw Singtel called and i had to go down for audition on Sunday...
damn..it's really nt a great timing for me....

sadly, i will and still have to go....meeting manda first i guess cos she around same timing as me...
wish me lucks then~

today was just walking ard AMK with my sissie and nephew...
bought
-contact lenses & the right eyedrops
-a top
-bikinis (there's a reason in buying)

i wanna go tanning and library~!!!
who wanna go with me?

2008-05-14T03:39:00.000+08:00

So, today me and my sissie's turn to...

bring my mum to eat dimsum's(her favourite)buffet...

at this "周庄Zhou’s Kitchen" at Amoy Street...i bought mum a rose...=)

y is it belated? it's becos my bro brought her out to eat yesterday...so we take turns...

ha we went there bocs it's featured on TV...so went to try....

not very fantastic i would say but not bad also...

avearge place to go eat...really can eat alot...can order and order and order and order again and again...hee...so we ate till we are filled to the brim...

my mum damn cute...she say she's so full until she gt headache...so funny my sissie and i laughed like crazy... then we walked around Chinatown and mum bought her fabric...

oh ya...we were at this toy shop...then i saw this mini rebis cube isn't it cute?hee.

and insisted that my mum buy for me as belated pressie haha..wat a child i am...but she bought it anyways...loves.

and we all went home happily after...
Mummy hope u like the dim sum treat~
we Love u!

2008-05-12T14:50:00.000+08:00

it's my Mother's BIRTHDAY....

it's also MOTHER'S DAY!

always clash together de...dunnoe why...
every second Sunday in May is the 11th?

but anyways,
Mums are the greatest people on Earth...they give life, shower us with loves and concern, always there for us no matter what happens...someone that will not abandon us...

Mummy i love u! i really do.
U are the BEST!

2008-05-11T09:09:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wish that your love one appear right in front of you once you turn around or wake up when you know it's not possible..or that he's somewhere far far away...??

yes i do.

Have you ever thought you hear noises from someone opening the door knob and wishing hard that it's your love one??

yes i do.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep or can't sleep no matter how you toss and turn or how tired the night is..just because you miss someone so badly??

yes i do.

yes i do...
i have been secretly hoping that there will be a surprise return...a appearing act once i open my eyes and be able to see you right in front of me to hold and to love.

i miss u terribly...be back soons and never leave again.

2008-05-09T16:59:00.000+08:00

Work : Guinness Girl

This is an really impromptu work...Dalena called me like 5+ to ask me to replace her cos she was really not feeling well...i was still having my lunch cum dinner that time...so i agreed and rushed home to change and all...and the thing is i have to reach there by 630...though i tried my best...and cabbed down all the way to The Village Center but only managed to reach at 7... (damage:$27 cab fare)

reached there...and found out that i'm the only one there so i quickly changed into uniform...what Dalena prepared me was pants and vest, but it turned that i'm different from hers...mine's is the tube Guinness dress with this furry tied-up thingy at the chest area...not as bad i thought...=)

Harry's @ The Village Center

my first time there..even the cab driver didn't heard of this place...quite a nice chill place...a little Holland V 'feel'...small but comfortable enough...but sadly that day...not much people..only a few Chinese and some Caucasian regulars there...so my job is to let them know about the promotions and freebies that Guinness is giving away to customers...which includes the keyring(quite nice) and Guinness lighters...

so with that little amount of customers there that day...some customers started a chat with me...

who? Chinese? Caucasian?

of cos is the angmos...they are the friendlier group obviously...

unlike Chinese esp guys(old men)...that will crap and talk nonsense with u...cos u r that cute litte dress...argh yucks right?

i really love talking to the angmos...they have so much to share and talk about life(life in Spore), and the few times we don't get each other because of the accent and the way they joke...

so fun...haha...

So, this Sam from Mississippi...

big guy with a big heart i would say...(kept telling me he's really an introvert) that's the first joke of the day already...lol.

he offered me some mixed creamy drink...he told it's good...so i drank...it's so freaking sweet...(for a sweet-eater like me, i say it's freaking sweet means it REALLY too sweet man.) haha...quite strange to see a big man like sweet stuffs...ahh...cute.

so we talked about Spore..i asked bout his stay here...what's he doing...

he works on a drilling ship and does improvisation work...giving new and better ideas or ways...he says making the world a better place...he said that we have been taking so much...but never giving it back...and thus he believes in always giving back something to society..how interesting...

then he told me he remarried and has a 2nd wife in sweden...

1st wife..he said together for 15years...at first the women was enthusiastic about having children after after marriage, she said,"nah i dun wanna any kids." so they lived together for years...many years passed...no quarrels no unhappiness with each other just that the relation turns mundane...so he suggested a divorce and both agreed.

though, things did not turned out ugly but it's scary that one relation for many years goes to waste to turning mundane...i really dun wish for that to happen...

then he met the 2nd women in his life that he knew form the moment that he saw her that she will be the one to spend the rest of his life with...(how sweet) on the ship...and gt married after 5 years...

the 2nd chance in life...though a long wait but it's all worth it isn't it?

so...grasp any 2nd chance given to u!

ahh...i really enjoyed the talk with him..he makes my time there well-spent...i did learn a few things from his life...

oh ya...something that everyone will definitely be envious of...he works 2 months and goes on vacation 2 months...how cool...(how i wished too...) so he keeps telling 'Life is good'. yeah man...life's good...

we are really the fortunate people in this world that have Internet access,a proper house and a safe and comfortable roof over our heads...aren't we really fortunate?=) cheers.

long post...hee.

chatted with another angmo..he has been living in Spore for almost 18years man...

then we go on and talked about condos in Spore...being ridiculously small...yeah i really mean it...so small the room that u put a bed and cupboard u can only walk in a U-shape area...paying so much for that pathetic space i rather live in a 3-room HBD and renovate it nicely to my own preferrences...

he gave me a good idea that is to renovate the house room by room...slowly but nicely...in a way...we won't spend a whole hefty sum on renovation but we can break it down into parts (as in room by room).

his friend...complimented that i'm gorgoeous 3 thimes in like 15 minutes?

and when he's leaving he must end with that too..so funny...happy to recieve nice compliments la haha...

Laters...went on the Harry's @ CHIJMES

though it's not my first time there but it always seems like the first time as i will always look around the place full of curiousity...i guess it's bcos i'm always there for work didn't really get to 'feel' the place...

upon reaching there...saw KayKay there...she's the Guinness BlackFox Girl (pool girl) rather surprised to see her there...she's damn hot n pretty...all attention were on her...and she could play really well...she only lost 1 round...damn good...

11:15 ended work...(started late)

then waited and changed 11:30

waited for belinda again...to give her bring the uniform...

then called amanda...wasted a bit of time...n when i decided to go find her (she mj-ing)

there's no more trains...damn so i decided to just go take a night-rider and head home...but in the bus amanda starts to pyscho me abit to go clud with her @Dragonfly...i was a bit tempted cos it's been damn long i didn't club and see her...but Dragonfly? i dun really like it there..still prefer Zouk after so long...but no chance to go there yet...

so..i gave up the idea and head home.

hope amanda had fun~and i wanna see her soons...

If I Ain't Got You ::

2008-05-09T06:12:00.000+08:00

If I Ain't Got You ::

Some people live for the fortune

Some people live just for the fame

Some people live for the power yeah

Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things

Define what's within

I've been there before

But that life's a bore

So full of the superficial

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain

Promises forever young

Some people need three dozen roses

And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter

And wondering what it means

No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you If I ain't got you with me baby

Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing

If I ain't got you with me baby...

i have come to the point that i truly seen and understand this song truly. . .

and for the first time in my entire 20 years of life

i felt that i will be nothing without U.

If I ain't got you with me baby...

imu.

loves,

corie.

Happy 8th month. . .

2008-05-07T09:09:00.000+08:00

Happy 8th Month-versary. . .

it's been 8months already... time passes so fast...

that i almost find it unbelievable...

though, this 8th month-versary u are not around to spend it with me...

but we both know deep down the most important thing is that...

Our hearts love...care...concern...comfort...support...each other always.

and distance doesn't matters.

in fact, it bonds...

with lots of misses & loves,
Your baby.

P.S. if you are not too long, i will wait here all my life~

Happy days...

2008-05-05T22:58:00.001+08:00

Taurus:

Enthusiasm alone is not going to help you get everything done that you need to get done, but it certainly makes the experience more pleasant! So choose to be happier today, and happier you will be. Put a smile on your face, even if you feel angry or upset. Think the best of other people, not the worst -- and don't take things too personally. If someone is late to meet you, they aren't trying to blow you off. You can cause yourself to start feeling good as soon as you start thinking positively.

haha I NEED +ve FORCES...PLS COME TO ME!!! I WANT TO BE HAPPY... I WANT TO BE HAPPY... I WANT TO BE HAPPY... make me a happy 21 year old GIRL! yes la...i'm still a girl. always a girl in a women...no age limit!=)

HEY PEEPS, I'M OFFICIALLY 21!

2008-05-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

Verarara said to meet me at Vivo to celebrate my bd ( she knows it's on the 3rd but dunnoe what happened to her brain she thought sunday is the 3rd..lol.)

ha but tahdahhhh...she surprised me by coming to my place...all the way...
and cooked me spaghetti, the sauce which she prepared e night before...yummy yummy...
and of the 'cake' she gave me...it was so preetttyy so beautiful words written...and of cos a real Sara Lee chocolate cake which tastes damn good...rich choco taste alot better than normal birthday taste babe~
and of course the birthday pressie, a nice small clubbing handbag...(i like to call it clubbing handbag cos it's never enough for my dailies usage,i have tons to stuffs to bring out with me ;P)

then we went KTV @TopOne...had a hell lot of fab time breaking glasses...woohs...
and met dear joyjoy after we finished for movies and also sort of console her....
but, we had 'LaiLai' for dinner first...
they love it...and so worth it right...good food...good company too~;)
we watched
very funny show i like...
and the ending was hilarious~
and i so wanna watch with hon again...

and that's about all....

P.S thanks babe for still making it down all for me....*APPRECIATED DEEP DOWN*
and yes! i want the PICTURES since ur bd and mine...i will haunt u till i get them..:P

i Rather U than this...

2008-05-04T09:09:00.000+08:00

from U to me~

so strange…so empty…so helpless…so weak…so lonely…
and sadness overwhelms that you are not gonna be here on 3rd…
i miss u so.

be back soons . . .

New Bloggie!

2008-05-02T04:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm….a new blog…i hope it’s a new begining from my life journey…an enchanted one.

that’s all for now..peeps look out for updates!

loves,
Corie.